Sense of a woman!!

I felt repulsed and frightened,
With the one I was in love,
With the one I shared a dream,
With the one who gave me hope,
The tears, pain, sorrow and anger,
All is wrapped, Sealed and covered,
Behind the wooden door,
Far away from the world human lives,
My smile was broken,
My tears has got no space to fall,
My anger has no target to strike,
I tried joining them together,
It’s irreparable and disgusted,
Love, commitment, companionship,
Become dehumanizing to me,
Hardship of humiliating self,
An act of rape,
Agonize the meaning of love,
In the light of violence,
I can no longer sense,
I can no longer see the human side on me,
I sense the fault of being a woman,
I smell the pity of being subordinate,
In a civilized inhuman society,
The hatred of being oneself,
The willingness to stand against the self,
Entrenched into my blood,
Contaminated in the air I breathe,
While I bear his emotional abuse and rage,
A thought of justification was born,
Inside and outside,
For being what I’m,
I was not bared anywhere,
Irrespective of,
My caste, my color,
My racist, my education,
It follows me everywhere,
It troubles me everywhere,
I’m a victim,
Irrespective of,
My caste, my color,
My racist, my education,
It follows me everywhere,
It troubles me everywhere!

....this write up is an extract from my essay on the topic Gender bias: Domestic Violence Act.